It's christmas

Matty guess what? It's christmas babe!
How we miss you so much...I try so hard to be strong for you but its not always easy.
Your brothers and sister had a ball today with their new christmas presents.
Its a shame you weren't here to join in again.
Where are you? What have they done with you?
I just prey we get to you and find you before you get killed because of your dad and what his done.
We were nearly killed both by him and because of him.
We are still trying to rebuild our lives.
I hope your OK.
I miss you...
Tonight I will light a candle in your honor for a safe return and say a little prayer to help protect you.
Be strong and hold in there for us please...
Love you always,

Mum.